Yes, I know it has been a while and I am sure that I have missed so much. The reason I was gone is because I was having a couple of things going on that I had to deal with also my computer was broken. But things are now going good the computer is fixed and I coulnd't ask for things to be going any better then they are now. I saw that plenty of my lj friends are no longer my lj friends but that's cool I did a major cut but I'm making this entry public so everyone who wants to add me again/new/whatever can now add me again. Any how, Things are going so good for me sometimes yeah sure I have my troubles but things are fine.
Love: I have a new boyfriend. Hey new boyfriends for the new year what more can you ask for. But actually I've been seeing "him" since early December. Things are great with him he's a great guy and I'm very happy. Yeah I hit a couple of bumps in the road cause I mean we live in Miami, Guys are assholes espechially down here. I really didn't expect to be with anyone I wanted to be alone, single having fun and living life with the "girls" but out of nowhere he came so things are cool I can't really complain.
School: Everything in school has drasticly changed everything! I was going to Coral Park no longer doing that. I was doing fine in school everything was cool except I was missing a couple of credits which wasn't good it being my senior year and all that. Also I was going to night school and doing everything I was suppose to but came to the realization that even with doing all of that I'll be graduating sometime in August or December. So I decided that I didn't want to do that because I came to a point in school where I was hating it so much that my heart was not into it. I didn't want to be there even though I was there all the time I just wasn't into the work so I wasn't learning as much as I should have been. So I came to a cross in the road where I had to either stay in High School and get behind in graduating, college and everything else. Something I dont want to do. After being in High School for 4 years it's time for a change it was the same rountine for 4 years I needed a change of life. I decided to leave Coral Park and go to another school where I can get my act together and everything can be okay. I'll be graduating in March. Which is perfect I really want to start college already. I guess I'm eager to "grow" up. The only thing scary is actually entering college and starting a new life. I know I'm going to MDCC for sure which campus I'm still trying to pick which one I want to go to: Interamerican Campus where it's a small campus right next to my house OR I can go to Kendall Campus and be with all my friends and get lost in a HUGE campus and get distracted with friends. So I dont know most likely it's be InterAmerican. Moving on...
Career: So guess what I decided already what I wanted to study and most likely I will be doing it I decided to study Criminal Justice I'm very into it and find myself constantly watching cops, the first 48, A & E shows. So I don't watch "TV" I just watch/read/get into all this cop shit which I have always liked. I know most of you must be looking at my pics and thinking this girly ass chik being a cop or anything like that pleassseee yeah right. Well I been known to kick a couple of bitchezzz asses <3 j/k nah but I really want to be a cop. But not ride around and giving all of you bad ass drivers tickets. NO I'm no future pig. I really want to work in something like CSI or Homicide. I don't know but thats what I believe I will be doing. Let's see what happends two years down the line two of my girls are enrolling into the police academy so it makes me want it even more. We'll see... I can picture all the guys wanting to get arrested by me lol anways...
Scary Shit: So with all this going on the scariest shit happend to me. Some guy followed me home. I was in my car at a light with all my windowns down talking on the phone with my bestfriend telling her "I'm going home" this guy in a white Impala next to me is trying to talk to me so I put up the music louder to block him out I turn the corner to my house I see him still following me I take a crazy turn to loose him he catches up. I start getting scared but then say fuck him and go home my house has a parking lot towards the back he waits in the street like seeing where I live and shit so I say fuck this I leave with my car catch up to his the rage came out of me and I told him "Why the fuck are you following me" He raises up a badge looks real but still dont trust no one like that he tells me I followed you cause u have a flat I said ok thanks knowing I dont have one I said thats it thats all you wanted right... Note I have cherries on my car and he says also wanted to know whats up with those cherries I said my ex man gave them to me he said oohh meaning u dont have one I said I do have one and what ... he says well i wanted to holla at u pull over there. I said Nah I cant peace rode out went around the block again then he still followed till I lost him. I told my man he was real pist at the fact I went home I know it was stupid but auhh I wanted to go home so bad. I told my mom my mom is terrified I normally go out very late to go see my boyfriend after a gig or w.e and come home at 5 so no more nights like that. My bestfriend almost got raped by some guys around her house they held a gun to her . GHETTO ASS MIAMI ! This is stupid that women have to live in fear of most men. Anyways . This just happend two days ago -knock on wood- that I stay ok.
Life: All together life is doing good. I'm happy sometimes it comes and goes and all that but things are getting way better then they were before before it was a constant depression because I had so much negativity going on around me everything sucked but things are doing good now I'm very happy and I guess you can say I'm almost completly on my feet. There's always room for things to get better so hopefully they will.
Well guys thats all for now I'm please looking for someone to help me out in an icon if you can help please comment me ;] Bye<3